“Perfect”

Practicing smiles in the mirror Memorising a charade of perfect humour To hide the truth of your despair That in reality you’d rather be anywhere than there And all you really want to do Is cry alone on the floor of the loo Contemplating in life itself And wondering how you’ll ever reach that shelf... Continue Reading →

I Don’t Want to Pretend

From year 10 to year 12 at school I didn’t feel much of anything.  Towards the end of year 10 and the start of year 11 I had lost a number of people to various different illnesses, and every day from then on, wasn’t about living or enjoying life, it was just about getting to... Continue Reading →

The Struggle of Truth

A part of me believes that if I continue to pretend that nothing is wrong, then nothing needs to change.  As if willing something to be a certain way would ever actually make it happen, but fear of the alternative makes us hope for something we realistically know can never be.  You see, I am... Continue Reading →

Belief

‘God doesn’t stop bad things happening, he gives you the strength to keep going when they happen.’  I have not been to a church since I was 6 years old, I do not consider myself a religious person.  I wouldn’t go so far to say I am an atheist, but I am definitely not an... Continue Reading →

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